I hate being the most mature in my circle of friends.
:-/
It’s been a while … But I needed somewhere I could let my thoughts out where majority of my “friends” wouldn’t see it.
…but I’m feeling like absolute shit. Everything has been falling apart as of late. My life is spiraling downward and I feel like I’m losing control. I just really don’t wanna be here anymore, and if it weren’t for a select few people, I wouldn’t be here now. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Part of me feels like giving up. Most of me feels like giving up. I feel like giving up. I just can’t seem to get it right anymore…
Of course I’m wasting my time writing this because I highly doubt anyone will even read it. Let’s face it, when have people considered what I have to say as important? At this point, I’m wasting my breath…
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I always find out the REAL truth, one way or another. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone… But since you obviously don’t even like me at all, and are just pretending, I gues I have to move on, as much as I’d HATE to.